Wednesday, October 1, 2014

So I caught myself up on Steven Universe. :3c
Wednesday, October 1, 2014
Wednesday, October 1, 2014
Tuesday, September 30, 2014

I feel very nervous and alone

Tuesday, September 30, 2014
Tuesday, September 30, 2014

I really miss working at a front desk and getting things done in a peaceful manner.
Part of me wishes I’d just get hired to do it again…
Honestly, I’d take Kathryn’s crazy ass over all this stress any day. At least I was never scared ILL to go into fucking work with her. I just got annoyed a lot.

Tuesday, September 30, 2014

You know…
I have all these people telling me not to worry about work, to just do my best, to keep all the mean things that my boss said to me out of my mind, but it’s really not helping at all. They tell me they’d never let a boss speak to them like that and that I should have stood my ground but..
I’d lose my job.
All these people are telling me that I do a good job and that I shouldn’t worry… but I can’t lose this anxious pit in my stomach.
All I can think about is that if I mess up at all tomorrow, I lose my job. And if I lose my job then I won’t have any money to give to Christopher if he can’t make rent. If he can’t make rent then he has to leave and go to Seattle Washington to be with his parents so he can start new and I can’t go with him.

I Have all these people telling me that its not a big deal if christopher has to leave. It’s not the end of the world that I just won’t be able to see him as much, but we’ll still see each other if we plan things. But I don’t want to see my boyfriend once a year. I don’t want to have to pay $400 to go see my boyfriend for a couple days a year because I couldn’t do good enough.

Im so fucking scared to go in to work tomorrow, and that should never happen. I feel physically ILL. My body shakes and my heart races and I want to hide or beg that I be scheduled for 2-6 or something so I don’t ever have to see her and get yelled at.
Everyone knows my fear but I’m still completely alone in the end. I have no one to stand by my side and say “HEY! she is doing her best and it’s good! She shows up to her shifts and works hard! We all make mistakes and you aren’t helping by scaring her so badly!”

Tuesday, September 30, 2014

So this kid I was friends with when I first moved to FL is driving me nuts of FB
he’s always posting about how he can’t keep a girlfriend and begging to find someone intelligent that can keep his mind working.

Like dude omg stfu.

All you do is smoke weed and drink, post about how fucking “wise” you are, and try and convince people to take their minds off of ISIS and other things because “mainstream media just wants your attention elsewhere!!!”

I swear he’s like 3 posts away from a chemtrail post.

Monday, September 29, 2014

I was thinking of doing a cute witch costume for Halloween this year, but it seems like a lot of people were gonna do that… so maybe I’ll just do a cute vampire since I have the fangs and short pointy ears…

Sunday, September 28, 2014



Starting on Monday, thousands of university students in Hong Kong have been gathering at the Chinese University of Hong Kong and Tamar Park (outside the government offices) to protest the National People Congress (NPC) of China’s decision to restrict the right to vote for…

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